Suck it all.
Despite the occurances of my betterment. Things have been utter shit. I hate feeling like this. More immensely than I could describe or even fathom to comprehend. It those days where you don’t want to get up In the morning, despite having planned everything out the previous day… I purely feel unmotivated in it’s purest form. I want more than nothing to just go to school. Live. Adventure. Travel. Yet, I’m tied down. By love, and responsibility.. I just wish for once I could do something for myself. Just pick up and leave. Go where I want to go. Not where others want me to be.
Perhaps one day. I will wake up, and face the world. Perhaps one day..
i’m so in love with this. i can’t even. ah. my favourite feeling in the world is putting your head beneath the water and entering an entirely different place, so peaceful, so quiet. what i miss more than anything when i’m living away from the ocean is being able to duck under and leave all my worries on the surface.
so perfect
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